Piss off, Freddie

[jchrisobrien]

I've been plagued with nightmares for the past few days. They've covered a wide range of images and intensity. Themes of frustrated voyeurism and vicious arguments among and with friends raged through them, but there were surreal elements about them that reminded me that I was, in fact, dreaming.

The last one was far too real. I didn't know if it was suicide or an accident, but two people jumped off my roof while I was sleeping. I didn't see any of it, as I was lying in bed. I could hear it, and had to imagine what was going on outside. Not seeing the details, just hearing the sounds of feet and sudden silence, made it completely realistic.

I had to look twice at the street in the morning, to make sure there were no police cars around.

Last night I slept w/out dreaming, and am very thankful for it.

Comments

[silas7.livejournal.com]

That hopeless feeling is an ugly part of my nightmares.