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[jchrisobrien]

I think about my life and my place in the universe a lot. Usually it's when I'm down, but on other occasions, when I'm up too. I realize more and more that I have answers to a lot of my questions, more than I give myself credit for. Many a time I've told myself that I would write them out here, basically talking with myself to confirm what I do or don't feel about something. And many I time I never do, and just putter around doing other things. It's time to start putting up or shutting up. It's time to exercise my brain a little more in positive ways, and weed out the negative habits. I was doing very well with staying away from my bad habits but the past two weeks have been regressive a lot. How interesting that it's co-incided with my hiatus from the gym. Let's see if by returning to my regular schedule, I can get back out of the rut.