Feb. 23rd, 2012
"You've been basically unhappy the whole time I've known you - yes you have times of happy, but they unhappy way out weights it, I don't think you can change it yourself (I've seen you try) so I think addressing what's going on with you and seeing if you can shift the middle ground to a better place would be a better place to work from."
At last, the Truth.
Thank you for telling me that.
Thank you (a different you) for reminding me that I'm still known as That Guy With Suicidal Tendencies. That's awesome.
It's official. I'm broken. Coincidentally, I have a doctor's appointment so I can finally look into taking something to make everything... bearable.
I still don't expect to be out and about much anymore. I think I need a good long break from the Scene (be it Goth, fire spinning, whatever). Maybe a short break. I don't know. But definitely, a break.
I think that's my angst limit for the day. Let's stop here.
At last, the Truth.
Thank you for telling me that.
Thank you (a different you) for reminding me that I'm still known as That Guy With Suicidal Tendencies. That's awesome.
It's official. I'm broken. Coincidentally, I have a doctor's appointment so I can finally look into taking something to make everything... bearable.
I still don't expect to be out and about much anymore. I think I need a good long break from the Scene (be it Goth, fire spinning, whatever). Maybe a short break. I don't know. But definitely, a break.
I think that's my angst limit for the day. Let's stop here.