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High anxiety
Feb. 21st, 2012 05:05 pmI caught up with Tegin on Friday night over flatbread pizza and Dollhouse. Saturday I got two games of ETC practice in (both losses) then finished cleaning and prep work in time for the Post Mortem party. The party started out on a high note, but gradually deteriorated as time went on. My roommate made it as late as six o'clock or so, but I was down by one or two. Could be that I'm drinking too much at my own parties. Another party had a big draw on our crowd that night,and a number of folks I was hoping to see didn't show.
Sunday I wasn't too hung over, just tired. Our gaming group proceeded to what should be the final battle of this story arch, or our final battle ever. I watched Thor and Capt. America in preparation for the Avengers this year. Thor was OK, it might grow on me on a second viewing, but Capt. America was really, really good. It's not the patriotic flag fest you might expect.
Monday was off. Way off! Either I do have some chemical issues going on, or my erratic sleep and eating schedule put my body very out of whack. I held it together by the end of the night ,but I can still feel something going on today. Headaches, anxiety maybe. It made solving some computer issues tough, but I did fix them all by day's end.
Tonight there will be more ETC practice, and tomorrow is Temple. I have my reservations, but those reservations need to be faced. This weekend has felt too negative, too much like hiding. Most of February has been crappy mentally. I have to keep trying.
Sunday I wasn't too hung over, just tired. Our gaming group proceeded to what should be the final battle of this story arch, or our final battle ever. I watched Thor and Capt. America in preparation for the Avengers this year. Thor was OK, it might grow on me on a second viewing, but Capt. America was really, really good. It's not the patriotic flag fest you might expect.
Monday was off. Way off! Either I do have some chemical issues going on, or my erratic sleep and eating schedule put my body very out of whack. I held it together by the end of the night ,but I can still feel something going on today. Headaches, anxiety maybe. It made solving some computer issues tough, but I did fix them all by day's end.
Tonight there will be more ETC practice, and tomorrow is Temple. I have my reservations, but those reservations need to be faced. This weekend has felt too negative, too much like hiding. Most of February has been crappy mentally. I have to keep trying.
