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After a long silence of a few months, a friendship is picking up. Usually our dialogues involved a lot of rambling from me, and some pointed questions and honesty from her. This time, the tables were reversed. I listened to a horror story, and while I didn't have answers for her, I asked some pointed questions. And I listened, and sat on the floor near the heater, her favorite spot in the house. It's an interesting phenomenon when attraction and interest transform into a profound desire to help, and a satisfaction in being a friend.
Monday night was one of the best nights I've had a Ceremony in a long time. This is a fortuitous thing, as the changes at Manray are going to see me attending Wednesday a little less, at least until things improve there. I will be going more on Fridays now, I think. I still need to dance.
My schedule looked set in stone for tonight, but that has all fallen apart now. I'll have something to do, there's no shortage of options tonight (which I am thankful for) but I'd feel better once I had a Plan. I'll while away a few more hours and then try to put my Plan in action.
After a long silence of a few months, a friendship is picking up. Usually our dialogues involved a lot of rambling from me, and some pointed questions and honesty from her. This time, the tables were reversed. I listened to a horror story, and while I didn't have answers for her, I asked some pointed questions. And I listened, and sat on the floor near the heater, her favorite spot in the house. It's an interesting phenomenon when attraction and interest transform into a profound desire to help, and a satisfaction in being a friend.
Monday night was one of the best nights I've had a Ceremony in a long time. This is a fortuitous thing, as the changes at Manray are going to see me attending Wednesday a little less, at least until things improve there. I will be going more on Fridays now, I think. I still need to dance.
My schedule looked set in stone for tonight, but that has all fallen apart now. I'll have something to do, there's no shortage of options tonight (which I am thankful for) but I'd feel better once I had a Plan. I'll while away a few more hours and then try to put my Plan in action.
