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I barely made it to Liquid last night, but Jason was still there and he cut my hair. We ended up with a sort of medusa look that I doubt I'll be able to reproduce, w/out buying some Spike. I didn't work out again, for reasons I'm still kicking myself over.
If I can scrape together the money I will visit an old flame in Los Angeles in the spring. This will be dependent on my job going full time so I can get paid time off.
I placed a second phone call for a consultation session. I have yet to hear a response.
There are times when I can analyze things that are going on, and figure out what I need to do. I lack the will to do them, in most cases. How you do not get upset about something? You can decide or figure out that you should relax about things, but how do you actually do so? I'm not sure if this is something that anyone can help you with. You can either let it go, or not. Medication could help, but there are scary stories about how it affects you.
Intellectually, I should stop looking at what other people have, and look at what I have. Think about my gifts and strengths (since I think so much about my weaknesses). Ignore what other people have or do and just look at me. But it's really, damn hard. Should it be that hard? That's the heart of the question, isn't it.
If I can scrape together the money I will visit an old flame in Los Angeles in the spring. This will be dependent on my job going full time so I can get paid time off.
I placed a second phone call for a consultation session. I have yet to hear a response.
There are times when I can analyze things that are going on, and figure out what I need to do. I lack the will to do them, in most cases. How you do not get upset about something? You can decide or figure out that you should relax about things, but how do you actually do so? I'm not sure if this is something that anyone can help you with. You can either let it go, or not. Medication could help, but there are scary stories about how it affects you.
Intellectually, I should stop looking at what other people have, and look at what I have. Think about my gifts and strengths (since I think so much about my weaknesses). Ignore what other people have or do and just look at me. But it's really, damn hard. Should it be that hard? That's the heart of the question, isn't it.
