Bitter determination

[jchrisobrien]

After the events of the past 24 hours I really REALLY want to shoot myself in the head.

Instead, I'm going to do the impossible and get all of my work on track, and become a emotional hermit for about a month.

Woo fucking hoo.

Comments

[random-girl.livejournal.com]

I'm right there with you; I have "foot in gut" syndrome myself right now over other things. I hope the foot removes itself from your gut and you have an excellent time by yourself. And I appreciate the edited post. I lost a friend last week, no more for a while, okay?

[silas7.livejournal.com]

I suppose we all want a release at one time or another. Maybe not that drastic, but we want things to stop just long enough for us to get our bearings. My little outburst seems extra childish in light of your loss.

I want a break, but I don't see one coming. So I'll have to make my own break. Tough things out. Be my own SO in a way. It's good that I know that people out there care, and could be for me if I let them.

Thank you.