I refuse to give up on this journal!

Events are still in flux in my life. My new car has arrived, but there are still issues with my license and registration that won't get settled until late June at the earliest. Despite that massive uncertainly, I'm making progress in moving forward with my life. I've secured a State ID card, so I don't have to risk losing my passport if I want to go clubbing. My doctor has upped my medication in light of all the recent stress, and it is doing the trick. I'm back to grocery shopping and going to the gym. The construction inside our house is finally done; Sara and I are beginning the long, exhausting process of cleaning up all the dust.

I wrote myself a note, after having a long heart to heart talk with Matthew. I tried to capture the feelings and thoughts going on in my head, they were very powerful but difficult to articulate. A few nights ago before going to Sin-O-Matic, I re-read the note to center and remind myself of where I was and what I went through. I clarified a few points and updated them. I like the idea of this becoming a living document, that the message will grow and mature with me as I progress in my work. Each time I read it, the message in it will become more and more clear. It's improvements will mirror my own.

Still more cleaning to do, before the big cookout on Sunday. Can't wait!