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A long silent day.
Feb. 4th, 2003 11:36 pmLots of mundane things accomplished today. I got the kitchen back in shape (in preparation for some future dinner plans) and my room as well. Tomorrow might see some re-arranging of closet space. No luck on the job front again, though I did get eyes and teeth painted on about a hundred Tyranids or so. I'm still balking on a color scheme, perhaps in the next few days I will try some ideas out.
Many more interesting thoughts ran though my head while I was doing the dishes, I should have taken the time out to write them down then.
I can feel a return of creativity though. Ideas are beginning to poke through my brain, and demand a new home here or elsewhere. I will give them free reign, and see where they lead me.
And another interesting thing: my reading from Sara last night. While I'm happier than I've been in a while (slightly prophetic here). I was still stuck in a rut. Both in the past, my current situation, and the future shows I'm not ready to move on yet. Perhaps I have more lessons to be learned, or some more things to let go of before I move on. She said I had shed some of my idealism, that I'm letting go of the idea of The One. I agree with her.
There's light at the end of the tunnel, apparently. But I need to spend some more time here first. And when all is said and done, being here isn't a bad place to be. The key part of the reading, even though I am not going anywhere, is that I'm happy and fortunate. Right here and now.
Many more interesting thoughts ran though my head while I was doing the dishes, I should have taken the time out to write them down then.
I can feel a return of creativity though. Ideas are beginning to poke through my brain, and demand a new home here or elsewhere. I will give them free reign, and see where they lead me.
And another interesting thing: my reading from Sara last night. While I'm happier than I've been in a while (slightly prophetic here). I was still stuck in a rut. Both in the past, my current situation, and the future shows I'm not ready to move on yet. Perhaps I have more lessons to be learned, or some more things to let go of before I move on. She said I had shed some of my idealism, that I'm letting go of the idea of The One. I agree with her.
There's light at the end of the tunnel, apparently. But I need to spend some more time here first. And when all is said and done, being here isn't a bad place to be. The key part of the reading, even though I am not going anywhere, is that I'm happy and fortunate. Right here and now.
