Jan. 15th, 2002
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Jan. 15th, 2002 10:54 amCold sores. Night when you get seven hours of sleep and still feel like shit. Getting to work late. Witnessing a pall of darkness that seems to cover most of the people you know. Watching the idiocy of the world mount and mount and mount.
I don't have to deal with this.
I don't have to deal with this.
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Jan. 15th, 2002 10:56 amAnd the latest round of crap?
Next month's LARP? 2/23
Next local RT Warhammer tounrament? 2/23
NE regional qualifiers for the VTES American Championships? 2/23!!!
ARGHHHWERK JASPFOE A@#)_%*A@#A@)($^&A)(@#$%A)@!
Next month's LARP? 2/23
Next local RT Warhammer tounrament? 2/23
NE regional qualifiers for the VTES American Championships? 2/23!!!
ARGHHHWERK JASPFOE A@#)_%*A@#A@)($^&A)(@#$%A)@!
Reason for poor sleep
Jan. 15th, 2002 12:39 pmLong stressed out dream, met some friends with a really cute girl, they were off to an e party with some other people who decidedly didn't want me there (fuckers), fortunately, my friends and the cute girl blew them off to hang with me. We sat and watched the stars fall, then noticed some of them were falling up. (I've had dreams like this before, I know where this is leading) Then there was a flash, and a mushroom cloud on the horizon. I could see the shock wave coming... (who the hell has dreams about nuclear war this long after the cold war's ended?) I turned from it, and all was well. The dream ends with my getting ready to run a mage game, which about 25 people show up for. How many people did I invite to this anyway? It devolves into a big party, with people generally acting obnoxious. I throw the book up in disgust... and wake up. Early. With my damn lip aching and cracking.
Oh well, things could be worse. I'll keep telling myself that. We'll see if it makes things better. Wouldn't that be nice if that was the case? If just know that other people are going through worse things than you could make your bad mood go away, I'd just collect newspaper articles and clippings about people who've suffered horrible tragedies, and read them so I could feel better about my situation. "See? Things aren't so bad." Damn, that's pretty sick.
Oh well, things could be worse. I'll keep telling myself that. We'll see if it makes things better. Wouldn't that be nice if that was the case? If just know that other people are going through worse things than you could make your bad mood go away, I'd just collect newspaper articles and clippings about people who've suffered horrible tragedies, and read them so I could feel better about my situation. "See? Things aren't so bad." Damn, that's pretty sick.