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jchrisobrien) wrote2002-11-16 02:58 am
jchrisobrien) wrote2002-11-16 02:58 am
Tumultuous
There come a time when you have to accept the blame, and stop blaming yourself.
I thought tonight would be a trauma factory. But it wasn't.
Well, it was and it wasn't.
I occurs to me that I am unfair to a number of people I know. That I scare a number of people I know. That I am completely wrong about a number of people I know. Including me.
(Yes, this is another drunken post Manray post. Bear with me.)
Tonight was a number of funny and moving plays. And a hell of a night of dancing at ManRay. And some incredibly amusing performances. You would have thought I would feel guilty and envious of people. But I wasn't. I thoroughly enjoyed myself. In fact, I made have made a partial friend of someone I thought an enemy.
As if anyone who knows me could think of me as an enemy. PLEASE!
I am one of the coolest guys you can meet.
Okay, trumpet blowing aside now. The hour is late in then night. There are lots of mornings to deal with, repercussions to deal with, and friendships that may be dashed on the rocks of life. All we can do at this point is see what happens.
And deal with the consequences.
Coming tomorrow: gaming nonsense and pizza stories!
Fear not, true believer! Soon things will be as beautiful as a sunset on beach, I have no doubt.
If you are tense, relax, it's not as bad as you think.
And if you are intrigued, it can be better than you ever imagined...
I thought tonight would be a trauma factory. But it wasn't.
Well, it was and it wasn't.
I occurs to me that I am unfair to a number of people I know. That I scare a number of people I know. That I am completely wrong about a number of people I know. Including me.
(Yes, this is another drunken post Manray post. Bear with me.)
Tonight was a number of funny and moving plays. And a hell of a night of dancing at ManRay. And some incredibly amusing performances. You would have thought I would feel guilty and envious of people. But I wasn't. I thoroughly enjoyed myself. In fact, I made have made a partial friend of someone I thought an enemy.
As if anyone who knows me could think of me as an enemy. PLEASE!
I am one of the coolest guys you can meet.
Okay, trumpet blowing aside now. The hour is late in then night. There are lots of mornings to deal with, repercussions to deal with, and friendships that may be dashed on the rocks of life. All we can do at this point is see what happens.
And deal with the consequences.
Coming tomorrow: gaming nonsense and pizza stories!
Fear not, true believer! Soon things will be as beautiful as a sunset on beach, I have no doubt.
If you are tense, relax, it's not as bad as you think.
And if you are intrigued, it can be better than you ever imagined...